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Alright everyone…I want you to close your eyes with me and
remember:
Before the internet or the
MAC. Before proficiencies and state ratings
for teachers. Remember hide and seek at dusk? The corner store,
the
smell of the sun and licking salty lips? Wait… an ice cream cone
on a
soft summer night; walking to school no matter the weather;
laughing so
hard until your stomach hurts? When nearly every mom was at home
when
the kids got there; when laundry detergent had glasses, dishes,
or
towels hidden inside the box? When all of your male teachers
wore
neckties and female teachers had their hair done? When they
threatened
to keep a child back a year when they failed… and did? When
being sent
to the principal’s office was nothing compared to the fate that
awaited
us when we got home?
Doesn’t that feel good just
to go back for a moment and say…yes I
remember that. Remember when decisions were made by
saying, “Eeny,
meeny, miney, mo”? Mistakes were corrected by the simple words,”
do
over”. Race issues meant arguing about who ran the fastest,
money issues
were handled by whoever the banker was at Monopoly. The worse
thing you
could catch from the opposite sex was the Cooties, having a
weapon in
school meant getting caught with a slingshot. If you can
remember most
of all of these, then most would say…we have lived !
Remember where you were when
you first decided to get into education? I
dare say some were on a porch with cousins or friends at
hand. One
person was assigned to be the teacher (usually the person who
donated
the house and supplies) and the others merrily played the class,
displaying antics that only a summer afternoon of moxy could
provide.
Perhaps you were in a high school classroom listening to the
sonnets of
Barrett or Browning. Were you feeling the pain of your
brothers going
to Vietnam or Korea? Were you also inspired by the teachers of
the day
who still allowed participation in world war games?
Wherever you were,
the seed was first sown and the direction beginning to find its
chartered course.
Remember where you were when
you finished college and knew that YOU
could make a difference? We were going to stamp out
prejudice…social
injustices, poverty, and illiteracy. We were heady at the
freedoms of
the sixties and early seventies…ready to claim our place in the
halls of
ivy. We were inspired by Mr. Chips and his sensitivity; we
sang "To Sir
With Love”; watched the determination of Conrack; each honoring
our own
personal classroom hero, and we cried with Sandy Dennis in
Up the Down
Staircase as our illusions about how easy it would all be…slowly
started
to disintegrate.
Remember where you were when
you first heard of Summerhill or
Montessori…and knew that you too would find the path to a more
functional and innovative educational system? Hopefully
some of these
memories still bring a kind reflection of our naiveté, our
promise and
our hearts. Perhaps we can even still smile. Because you
see, no one of
any measure in education made the decision to become a teacher
without
some consideration of heart.
Think back and remember what
your life was like at that time. Remember
the endless electric excitement on a Friday night when you knew
there
were dances…football games that cut the silence of a golden
sunny fall
afternoon…Saturday afternoon jobs that became a movie at a
Sunday
matinee….family outings…picnics…and your town where boy met
girl…boy
dated girl…boy married girl…and their children went to the same
schools. There was predictability….a comfort…and an
excitement that we
truly could be who and what we wanted to be.
As we sit and remember…then
we also must bear the responsibility of what
went wrong. Where did these dreams go? Where did the
institutions that
were going to protect our dreams go…and finally, where have all
the
children gone?
Step from the sixties and the
seventies into the veiled changes of the
eighties to the consequences that colored the state of education
in the
90’...to where we are today. You have watched faces of
excitement turn
to discouragement. Numbers replaced programs and many liberal
arts
programs became the dinosaurs of the atomic age. What has
happened to
the children that we once were?
They typically come home
after school, and watch the younger brothers
and sisters while mom and/or dad work to try to meet the
expenses of a
changing age. They clean house, cook meals, do homework
and when their
parents come home, they are ready to play. The parents
tired after the
hours entailed in each of their jobs are beaten. They
cannot take one
more point of stress in an already too long day. Children
are indulged
and go to their rooms to watch their televisions and
VCR’s.
They listen to music hoping
to learn what once any parent would have
taught. Their friends have become their
mentors…inspiration, and sadly
in many many cases…the family unit…and that unit has become the
street.
Cars boom out angry anthems to a defeat that we simply cannot
understand. The freedom that most of us enjoyed in being able to
only go
to school and handle part time jobs, has now become a
reality of full
time jobs... parents who are not home... parents who are gone to
drugs,
depression, poverty…and broken promises of a future that is no
longer
guaranteed.
Parents have watched their
companies that they have served in many cases
since teenage years or at least college, close down…no American
Dream
ahead for them! Teachers have watched the classes that embraced
art and
music being replaced by the electronic age….debate and
discussion is
being replaced by armitrons...who now respond accordingly to
standardized everything…curriculums…work sheets, tests. Children
have
had no voice for so long that they are afraid of even
attempting.
Because of our time constraints within our public schools, we do
not
have the time nor the avenues to introduce them to the wonders
of their
own spirit. In some cases we expose them to the defeat of our
own.
Where are the teachers
now? Where is the excitement and love of
learning? Where is the Spirit of Education?
It feels to some of us who
have long revered education as its greatest
treasure, that there is a problem in these institutions of
learning that
is becoming a focus for future trial. There is a feeling
of
hopelessness and a great division between students, faculty, and
administrations. Common goals have become lost to uncommon
battlegrounds. We all know that what will transform
education is not
another theory or another book or another formula but a
transformed way
of being in the world. This world is changing…students are
changing,
teachers are changing, and parents are coping with just making
it
through another day. Administrators are now politicians,
they have lost
the light of the responsibility that they protect in their
teachers and
their students. In the midst of the familiar trappings of
educational
competitions, intellectual combat, obsession with a narrow range
of
facts, credits, and credentials, we seek a life illumined by
spirit and
infused with soul. I pray that I may bring some true
gratitude and
respect to all of you who are the champions of our children. You
are
truly the keepers of a wondrous faith.
When I was in Dayton, Ohio a
couple of years ago I became familiar with
a wonderful school called the Allen School. I was asked to
help
“inspire” there and to help celebrate their successes.
This was an
inner city school in a long forgotten town. It was for
many years at
the bottom of the list in that city by all measures. There
were fifth
graders who had parole officers. The dropout rate was
incredible and
saddening. Cameras loomed from halls; children were
searched upon entry
of the buildings. The failure of those students in every
aspect of
their lives sickened the heart. Along came a new
principal, a principal
who it is relevant to note came from the Philippines, a culture
which
has an inherent respect for things spiritual in a way that many
American
culture does not. This wonderful man brought a diversity of
cultures and
richness of heritage to the forefront. He brought the
teachers together
and said to them, in substance, as his very first proclamation
as
principal, that:
“We have to start to
understand that the young people we are working
with have nothing of external substance or support. They have
dangerous
neighborhoods. They have poor places to live. They
have little food to
eat. They have parents who are on the ropes and barely
able to pay
attention to them. The externals with which American
education is
obsessed would not work in this situation. These students
have one
thing that no one can take away from them. They have their
souls. And
from this day forth in this school, we are going to lift them
up. We
are going to make those souls visible to the young people
themselves and
to their parents and to the community. We are going to
celebrate them,
and we are going to reground their lives in the power that they
can
allow themselves. That will require that this faculty
recover the power
of their own souls, remembering that we, too, are soul-driven,
soul-animated creatures.”
In a five-year period, the
Allen School in Dayton, Ohio, rose to the top
of every dimension on which it had been at the bottom not only
through
hard work, through disciplined work, but through attentiveness
to the
inward factors that we are here to explore. This is not
romanticism.
This is the real world. This is what is desperately needed
in so many
sectors of American education. I was very proud to be a
part of their
five-year celebration. I am even more pleased to bring the
challenge of
regaining the Spirit of Learning back to the schools.
There are some amazing things
to remember about the soul as we explore
it. It is like a wild animal. Tough,
self-sufficient, resilient, but
also exceedingly shy. Remember that if we go crashing
through the
woods, screaming and yelling for the soul to come out, it will
evade us
all both by day and night. We cannot beat the bushes
and yell at each
other if we expect this precious inwardness to emerge. If you
are
willing to go into the woods and sit quietly at the base of a
tree, that
wild animal will, after a few hours, reveal itself to you.
Out of the
corner of your eye, you will glimpse something of the wild
preciousness
that we are looking for now.
As the Quakers say: “We ask
ourselves for guidance and hold this entire
question in the light, to be here, to be present to each other
in the
right spirit, speaking our truth gently and simply, listening
respectfully and attentively to the truth of others, grounded in
our own
experience and expanded by experiences that are not yet ours,
compassionate toward that which we do not yet understand, not
only as a
kindness to others but for the sake of our growth and our
students and
the transformation of education”. Is that not our one hope
and desire
for life itself?
In preparing these remarks,
I’ve asked myself what am I trying to do
here?
For whatever it is worth
these are images that have come to me as I’ve
tried to put a larger frame of personal meaning to this
question. I
think we are here to seek life- giving forces and sources in the
midst
of an enterprise that is too often death dealing. It may seem
harsh to
call some facets of education as death dealing, but I think that
we have
all had examples of that through our own experience.
I am always astonished and
saddened by the fact that this country, which
has the most widespread public education system in the world,
has so
many people who walk around feeling stupid because they feel
that they
are the losers in a competitive system of teaching and
learning. It is
a system that dissects life and distances us from the world
because it
is rooted in fear.
I see children who come out
of schools not wanting to learn again. Too
many children have their birthright gift of the love of learning
taken
away from them by the very process that is to enhance that
gift; we
seek forces and sources that are life-giving in the midst of a
system
that is too often uninspired.
Everyone here has had his or
her own encounter with the forces of death
of spirit: racism, sexism, justice denied. I found that I had a
depression that came from a hunger for feeling spirit again.
But somewhere, somehow, a
miracle happened. I was a kid who someone
believed in. My life was designed by teachers. The first were
the elders
of my tribe. I was named by John Fire Lame deer who taught me
that I had
a responsibility to change the world of the Indian. I studied
ferociously hard, afraid of a world that I felt, had no real
place for
me. My parents built their life on an anthem that education was
the
greatest gift to ourselves.
My father told me as a
teenager, “Do well Niya Sue, because education
will be the one thing that no one can take away."
I believe that will be the
greatest legacy that I can give my children,
and to my children’s children of the seventh generation. It
became clear
to me, after growing up in a place that in recent years was
declared
“ground zero” by president Clinton, that we would not only need
to
embrace the philosophies of inspiration, but also the realities
of
perspiration.
Children of my tribe,
children of the tribes of man, in cities, in the
country, would also need to be shown skills that could bring
pride and
economic growth to the tired finances of too much growth. You
teachers
of career and technical education, I am here to tell you, gave
us hope,
gave us confidence, taught us reality, taught us productivity,
made us
contributors.
We live in the houses you
built, nourish our bodies with the food you
have grown, broadened our minds through technologies that many
in this
room not only created, but also pioneered, and drive to wondrous
vistas
in machines you have advanced.
My grandfather, who the
Lakota call Tunkashila, said that words are
dust, until we give them life, through living them. You
educators are
the life givers and to you I humbly bow. From this realization I
wish to
bridge the space between spirit and education. I
became immersed in a
spark of light. I became a passionate student. I was on my
way to
finding my Mr. Chips. In doing that I started to find answers.
Answers came in the way I was
formed in the educational systems of this
country. We were produced to live out of the top inch and a
half of the
human self, to live only with cognitive rationality and with the
powers
of the intellect, out of touch with anything that lay below that
top
inch and a half. Body, intuition, feeling, emotion,
relationships…were
sacrificed. This may surprise you that I would put the
responsibility
of this on an educational system that I do not work within, but I
find
that this was indeed how I was trained for life, but I will also
say
this, Career and Technical education gave birth to endless
possibilities
to me.
A major influence in my life
has been that wonderful novel, Once And
Future King. This is a passage in which the young Arthur, king
to be, in
his depression, his dark night of the soul, has sought counsel
from
Merlin, the magician, who was his mentor. Speaking to the young
Arthur,
Merlin says,
“The best thing for
being
sad is to learn something. That is the only thing that
never fails.
You may grow old and trembling in your anatomies. You may
lie awake at
night listening to the disorder of your veins. You may
miss your only
love. You may see the world around you devastated by evil
lunatics or
know your honor trampled in the sewers of baser minds.
There is only one thing
for it,
then: To learn. Learn why the world wags and what wags
it. That is the
only thing which the mind can never exhaust, never alienate,
never be
tortured by, never fear or distrust, and never dream of
regretting.
Learning is the thing for you.”
“Learning is the thing for
you.” What Merlin knows, as he advises the
young Arthur, is that education at its best (these profound
human
transactions called knowing, teaching, and learning) is not just
about
information, and certainly not only about getting jobs. It
is about
healing. It is about wholeness. It is about
empowerment, liberation,
and transcendence. It is about reclaiming the vitality of
life.
The question that we must
wrestle with, I think, is why there is so
little life-giving power in our culture when we use the words
education,
teaching, and learning. How do these words and the things they
point to
in our culture become so flat, so dull, so banal, compared to
Merlin’s
understanding?
Of course, there are many
answers to that question and I am merely a
psychologist, not an educator. From where I can see, the
industrial
model of schooling that is still with us from the 19th century
has
diminishing effects of professionalism in teacher
training. The way
education has devolved into political rhetoric has taken it from
the
power and handed it to the powerless. The answer I want to
explore is a
different one. I want to propose that education is dull
because we have
driven the sacred out of it.
Merlin, the magician,
understood the sacredness at the heart of all
things, and learning was a natural derivative of that. I
do not want
people to feel that sacred is an espousing of religious
tenets. It is
merely the realization in the sanctity and preciousness of life
and its
lessons. I want to explore what it might mean to reclaim
the sacred at
the heart of knowing, teaching, and learning; to reclaim it from
this
essentially depressive mode of a knowing which honors only data,
logic,
analysis, and a systematic disconnection of self from the world.
I want to remind us all that
the marriage of education and the spirit
has not always been a happy one. It has not always
produced creative
offspring. Ask Galileo. Ask a Native American child
subjected to
American school prayer. Ask anyone whose family or history
was touched
by the Nazis’ murderous attachment of the sacred to blood, soil,
and
race. There are real dangers in this enterprise when the
sacred gets
attached to the wrong things. There are real dangers when
it becomes
institutionalized and imposed on people as one more weapon in
the
objectifying forces of this or any other society.
We need to have the courage
to jump into the midst of that mess. The
Nazi story, the murderous results of the Third Reich, is not
only about
the attachment of the sacred to the wrong things by a political
system
of power; it’s also about German higher education refusing to
get
involved with those kinds of issues. Distancing itself,
clinging to
logic and data and objectiveness as a way of staying disengaged
from the
social reality of its time. It is an extinction of the
human spirit.
We can no longer afford a
system of education that refuses to get
engaged with the mess. We must be willing to join life
where it is its
grittiest…where sacred begins.
What do I mean by the
sacred? I remember when I was a small child my
first yearning for the sacred, which was only a word for me when
I was
young. I had merely heard it in church, and I wanted an
experience of
it.
I knew that sacred was my
people, my way of life according to my elders,
The Idea of the Holy. The Idea of the Holy. I could only
have an idea
of it because I didn’t have an experience of it. Over the
years, I’ve
struggled to move from the level of idea to the embodied life.
It is a very simple
definition that says that the sacred is that which
is worthy of respect. As soon as we see that, the sacred is
everywhere.
There is nothing, when rightly understood, that it is not worthy
of
respect.
How it would transform
academic life if we could practice simple
respect! I don’t think there are many places where people
feel less
respect than they do on university campuses. The
university is a place
that has learned to grant respect to only a few things: to the
text, to
the expert, to those who win in competition.
We do not grant respect to
students if they stumble and fail. We do not
grant respect to tentative and heartfelt ways of being in the
world
where the person can’t quite think of the right word or can’t
think of
any word at all. We don’t grant respect to silence and
wonder. We
don’t grant it to voices outside our comfortable circle, let
alone to
the voiceless things of the world.
Why? In academic culture, I
am carefully buffered, carefully walled off,
through systematic disrespect, from all of those things that
might
challenge me, break me, open me, and change me. It is a
fearful
culture. I have long seen career and technical education, as a
release
from this separation.
One of the things we have to
do is to remember the counsel at the heart
of every great spiritual tradition: Be not afraid. BE NOT
AFRAID.
Interesting words. The words do not say you’re not
supposed to have
fear. I have fear. I have fear as I stand here
before you. How am I
doing? Do they like me? Am I delivering on all the
preparation I’ve
put into this talk? Am I letting these people before me know how
truly
precious they are to me?
If we could reclaim the
sacred simple respect in education, how would it
transform our knowing, teaching, and learning.”
First, if we could recover a
sense of the spirit in knowing, teaching,
and learning, we would recover our sense of the otherness of the
things
of the world.
One of the greatest sins in
education is reductionism. The destruction
of that precious otherness by cramming everything into
categories that
we find comfortable, ignoring data, ignoring writers, ignoring
voices,
ignoring information, ignoring simple facts that don’t fit into
our
shoebox, because we don’t have a respect for otherness. We
have a fear
of it that comes from having flattened the terrain and stripping
it. A
people who know the spirit, know accountability of our children,
and we
don’t know that anymore.
When we teach about
third-world cultures in ways that confine them, make
them measure up to our standards of what greatness or excellence
is
supposed to be like, we ignore their powerful richness.
These cultures
have more to teach us than we have yet to understand or imagine
about
real values, about community, about respect, about the sacred,
yet they
come out, by our measures, as shabby, dirty, dusty, lacking in
merit.
Too many students have learned, through that reductionist model,
disrespect for the otherness of the things of the world…their
world.
Discipline has become the dissection of the spirit in our power
to
control the classroom……the quick barb…the insult...the
gesture…the
smoking barrel of a gun.
We do it with great
literature too. This is done not only on the right,
it’s done on the left as well. We do it with great
literature where the
story itself may convey powerful messages about the human
condition, but
because its author does not measure up to current tests of
rightness or
credibility, the text gets dismissed. A writer named David
Denby has
said, “What a convenient way of making the professor and
students
superior to the text, by not respecting the otherness of that
voice and
engaging it on its own terms”. So, the first thing that a
people who
know the sacred would know in education is the precious
otherness of the
things of the world.
The second thing that such a
people would know is the precious
inwardness of the things of the world.
We don’t respect inwardness
of the things we study and we therefore do
not respect the inward learning that those things have for us.
I have thought often and
painfully about the murderous history of the
Third Reich that I learned from some of the best colleges in
this
country. Good historians taught me its history, some of whom
were award
winning. I was taught the history of Nazi Germany in a way
(and I’ve
never known how to say this) that made me feel that somehow all
of that
murderousness had happened to another species on another
planet. My
teachers were not revisionists. They weren’t saying it
didn’t happen.
It happened. They taught the statistics and the facts and the
theories
behind the facts, but they presented them at such objective
arm’s
length, just the facts and only the facts, that it never
connected with
the inwardness of my life, because the inwardness of those
events was
never revealed to me. All was objectified, all was
externalized, and I
ended up morally and spiritually cheated, I think.
There are two things that I failed to learn from the history
courses
that I took on Nazi Germany that I should have learned and
learned
painfully only in later years. Growing up on the reservations of
this
land I learned that what was taught as having happened on a
continent
lifemiles away….was also a product of my experience. I
know what it was
like to live with the voice that said, “We don’t want to live
with you.”
I knew the Trail of Tears, The battle of Wounded Knee, The Sand
Creek
massacres. Why weren’t these connected?
I should have been taught that. My little story and the
inwardness of
my life should have been connected with the inward dynamics of
that
history in a way that would have helped me understand my own
time, my
own place, and my own involvement in the same evil, because
without
that, there was no way for me to grow morally.
FIND our passions. Remember how exciting it is to hear a
person’s first
hand account of a historical landmark in the forming of our
lives?
Remember how much fun it is to have a discussion that allows you
to see
the student’s heart and not just the scowl that is usually
presented to
you? Remember what it was like to read that first poem
that stirred
your soul and how you could not wait to share it?
By recovering the spirit of these memories, we could recover our
sense
of community with each other and with all of creation, the
community
that Thomas Merton a wonderful catholic scholar and
writer, named so
beautifully as “the hidden wholeness”. I have become
increasingly
convinced that the recovery of the community is absolutely at
the heart
of good teaching.
I’m amazed by the fact that good teachers use a million
different
techniques. Good teaching isn’t about technique. I’ve
asked students
around the country to describe their good teachers to me.
Some of them
describe people who lecture all the time, some of them describe
people
who do little other than group process, and others describe
everything
in between.
But all of them talk about people who have some sort of
connective
capacity, who somehow connect the students and the subject being
studied
and the students to each other.
One young woman told me she couldn’t possibly describe her good
teachers
because they were all so different from each other, but she
could easily
describe her bad teachers because they were all the same.
They gave her
as a student the feeling that she was a number, taking up space,
part of
a percentage of a statistic that would be on someone’s desk at
the end
of the semester. Had this woman not has inspiration from her
career and
technical program, I do not know where she might have ended up.
Where I
met her was at Johns Hopkins University hospital where she was
an
intern, taking a workshop that I was teaching on ethics in
medicine and
social responsibility.
There is a distance, a coldness, and a lack of community because
in a
secularized academy, we don’t have the connective tissue of the
spirit
to hold this apparent fragmentation and chaos together.
Merton is
right. It’s a wholeness, but it’s a hidden
wholeness. It’s so easy to
look on the surface of things and say there is no community here
at all.
If you go deep, the way you go when you seek that which is
sacred, you
find the hidden wholeness. You find the community that a
good teacher
evokes and invites students into, that somehow weaves and
reweaves life
together.
Community goes far beyond our face-to-face relationship with
each other
as human beings. In education especially, this community
connects us
with what the poet Rilke called the great things of the world
and with
the grace of great things.
We are in community with all of it: the genes and ecosystems of
biology,
the symbols and reference of philosophy and theology; the
archetypes of
betrayal and forgiveness and loving and loss that are the stuff
of
literature; the artifacts and lineage’s of anthropology; the
materials
of engineering with their limits and potentials; the logic of
systems
and management; the shapes and colors of music and art; the
novelties
and patterns of history; the elusive idea of justice under the
law, the
healing of medical programs and the building of dreams in our
career and
technical choices. We are in community with all of these
great things.
Great teaching is about knowing that community and feeling that
community and sensing that community and drawing your students
into it.
Everybody in academia knows what Freeman Dyson meant when he
said, about
the development of the nuclear weaponry that threatened to
destroy the
earth, “It is almost irresistible, the arrogance that comes over
us when
we see what we can do with our minds.” So much
arrogance that we will
keep turning the crank until we destroy the earth itself.
It is only
with humility, the humility that comes from being in the
presence of the
spirit of things and the greatness of each other and
knowing the simple
quality called respect, that real knowing, teaching, and
learning are
possible.
Finally, if we recovered a sense of the spirit, we would recover
our
capacity for wonder and surprise, an absolutely essential
quality in
education. I know what happens when we get surprised in an
academic
context. We reach for the nearest weapon and try to kill
the surprise
as quickly as we can, because we are scared to death.
I will never be able to comprehend why people so devoutly
believe that
competition is the best way to generate new ideas, because I
know from
experience what happens in competition. In competition you
do not reach
for a new idea, because a new idea is risky. You don’t
know how to use
it. You don’t know where it’s going to take you. You
don’t know what
flank it may leave open. In competition, you reach for an
old idea that
you know how to wield as a weapon, and you smite the untruth as
quickly
as you can.
We have flattened our landscape. My image of this
objectivist landscape
in high school education is that it becomes so lacking in
variety, so
utterly banal that anything that pops up and takes us by
surprise is
instantly defined as a threat. Where did it come
from? It must be from
underground. It must have come from bureaucracy….certainly
not from
teachers. In all of the classrooms…in all of the halls…in all of
the
administrational offices, weren’t we once teachers?
The sacred landscape has hills and valleys, mountains and
streams,
forests and deserts, and is a place where surprise is our
constant
companion and surprise is an intellectual virtue beyond all
telling.
Those are some things I think we might bring back if we pursued
the
themes of this discussion in our lives and education.
I want to say one final word about the journey toward recovering
the
sacred, about getting from here to there. I do not believe
that we can
rightly ask or hopefully ask our institutions to manifest the
qualities
of the spirit that I have been talking about. I don’t
think
institutions are well suited to carry the sacred. I think
distortion
happens when the spirit gets vested in an institutional context
or
framework.
I think institutions have their utility. They have jobs to
do. We all
have important career decisions about whether to be inside or
outside
institutions and how to do that dance because we all know the
power of
their co-optation. Because of this topic, I have found myself
thinking
about social movements that have transformed the landscape of
our times:
the women’s movement; the black liberation movement; the
movement for
freedom in Eastern Europe and in South Africa. I will not
trouble you
with all of the details of how movements evolve. I just
want to say a
word about the starting point of social movements, as I
understand it.
I believe that movements start when individuals who feel very
isolated
and very alone in the midst of an alien culture, come in touch
with
something life-giving in the midst of a death-dealing
situation. They
make one of the most basic decisions a human being can make,
which I
have come to call the decision to live “divided no more,” the
decision
to no longer act differently on the outside than one knows one’s
truth
to be on the inside.
I call it the Rosa Parks decision, because she is emblematic for
me and
for many people I know of the historic potentials of a decision
that can
feel very lonely and very isolated. Rosa Parks was
prepared for that
day on the bus in Montgomery, Alabama, on December 1,
1955. She was
prepared in many ways. She had gone to the Highlander Folk
School where
Martin Luther King also learned nonviolence. She was the
secretary of
the NAACP in her community.
We all know that the day the moment she sat down, she had no
assurances
that the theory would work, that the strategy would succeed, not
even
assurances that people who said they were her friends would be
there for
her in the aftermath of that action. It was a lonely
decision made in
isolation, but a decision emblematic of that being made by many
other
individuals in that place and time, for which she has risen to
be the
exemplar. It was a decision that changed the lay and the
law of the
land.
I’ve often asked myself,
where do people find the courage to make a
decision like that when they know that the power of the
institution is
going to come down on their heads? How do they find the
courage to make
a decision like that when they know it could easily lead to loss
of
status, loss of reputation, loss of income, loss of job, loss of
friends, and perhaps sense of meaning?
The answer comes to me
through studying the lives of the Rosa Parks and
the other heroes of this world. These are people who have
come to
understand that no punishment that anybody could lay on us could
possibly be worse than the punishment we lay on ourselves by
conspiring
in our own diminishment; by living a divided life, by
failing to make
that fundamental decision to act and speak on the outside in
ways
consonant with what we know to be true on the inside.
As soon as we make that
decision, amazing things happen. For one thing,
the enemy stops being the enemy. When Rosa Parks sat down
that day, it
was partly an acknowledgment that by conspiring with racism, she
had
helped to create racism. By conspiring with
uninspirational education,
we help to create death-dealing education. But by deciding to
live
divided no more, we help change all of that.
When the police came on the
bus that day, they said to Rosa Parks, “You
know if you continue to sit there, we re going to have to throw
you in
jail.”. Her answer is historic. She said, “You may do
that.” An
enormously polite way of saying, “What could your jail possibly
mean
compared to the imprisonment I’ve had myself in for the last 43
years,
which I break out of today?”
I don’t know where you are on
your journey. My journey is constantly
toward trying to understand what it means to live divided no
more. I
think if we come out of this talk understanding that decision
better, in
the context of education, we will have done something well worth
doing.
Some may ask what I do in my
career? I am a tribal writer and lecturer,
I am a part of the early American Indian Movement. I am a
medical and
program specialist. I work for Sunrise Assisted Living Inc., an
organization dedicated to the preserving of dignity in elders
with
dementia. The core values of this company are :
Encouraging Independence
Preserving
Dignity
Personalizing
Services
Enabling
Freedom of
Choice
Fostering
Individuality
Protecting
Privacy
Involving
Family and
Friends
Nurturing the Spirit
No small coincidence that these are also many of the tenets that
I have
spoken about in this speech on Spirit in Education.
Where do we go from
here?
We link education with spirit
through working in our communities.
Sunrise offers a wonderful opportunity where we can collaborate
with
education, through our Career and Technical Medical
Programs, to the
lessons of life that education was at one time committed to
preserve.
We keep learning alive by showing students the realities of
their
programs.
We inspire them to share what
they are learning in a practicum with our
elders, and then inspire the students again to continue their
education
upon high school graduation, in their studies in higher
education.
Through partnerships with Community Colleges, through our
educational
reimbursement program, we weave a strong bond to the
student.
What results is a stronger
commitment between the student and the field
that they are pursuing. Through their also earning a wage
that will
help them in actualizing their goals, we will see the results in
the
alliance between the student and the community that they will be
serving
upon graduation. They are living their education.
They are becoming
the students of the future in a world where it is becoming an
expensive
proposition. They are succeeding.
I challenge all of you as
educators, to find your link with the student,
the community, and the pulse that will bring a new life to a
tired
dream. You made a profound difference in my life. You have a
profound
affect on my spirit and together I promise you we will make the
difference. In championing the human spirit…the spirit of
education.
I leave you
with
much respect !
Susan Niya Astorino
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